A strange habit, I know it isn't good. Cursed myself many a times for it. To trust people too easily, to rely on them, take their word for it, to expect something from them, and to give everything in return. Many a times this has caused much distress and pain. But I never seem to learn. It is a part of me somehow. Always had an excuse for it, I'm a Leo and this is supposed to be what I am. Stupid excuse, ya I know, but then I cant help it. I truly am each and everything that is associated with Leos. The good and the bad, without any give or take. Always afraid of being played around with, not wanting to be used or be kept in the dark. Cautious of people that might want to take advantage of me. Cautious of people that might deceive me. Build relations too fast. Networks of trust. Forget and forgive.
Should have never expected so much from you. Don't know why I did. But did I ask for too much? For it was you that told me this friendship was special! All the trust I put into you!
Once again feeling deceived and vulnerable! Every part of me has failed to deceive the agony! Don't know when I would be able to give up on this habit of expecting truth and honesty, for it is all I ever asked from you! Again and again and maybe again!
Should have never expected so much from you. Don't know why I did. But did I ask for too much? For it was you that told me this friendship was special! All the trust I put into you!
Once again feeling deceived and vulnerable! Every part of me has failed to deceive the agony! Don't know when I would be able to give up on this habit of expecting truth and honesty, for it is all I ever asked from you! Again and again and maybe again!
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